Sunday, April 25, 2010

Okay.

Okay.

This break between school and college is SO not how I pictured it. For some obtuse reason, I'd imagined being out of the house the whole day, going on road trips and just generally having a lot of fun.

The reality? I'm cooped up in a classroom for 4 hours everyday from 8 am to 12 noon, studying Accountancy, General Economics, Mercantile Law and Quantitative Aptitude for the Chartered Accountancy entrance test on the 20th June. And then coming back home and doing my homework like the complete nerd that I am.

Chalo, jo bhi. S'not like I'm being invited to a million ragers everyday. Or even one a month. Anyway!

In other news, I went to this concert last night and, as was expected, met some people who were in my class at school. [When you live in Chandigarh, you just get used to meeting everybody everywhere.] Let's just say it was beyond awkward.

Two years I've studied with these people and what I know about them isn't enough to carry on even half a conversation. Just feels weird, you know? All this time I was busy moaning and bitching about how sucky my school is and how I hate that I had to shift here and how I hate my teachers and how they hate me right back, I didn't even realise school got over. I'm finally free from the confines of my Convent School and I don't ever have to see these people again. I should be happy, right?

I mean, I'm ECSTATIC that I finally get to go to college, now. Be with my best friends and make up for the last two years. But, I'm also kinda regretting being so aloof to the people I graduated with. These are the people I'm going to meet at reunions. These are the people I spent the two most important years of high school life with.

Sigh. The fact that school's over has finally sunk in, I guess.